seunghyun

On March 26th, as I had nothing to do after the soccor game,
I watched a movie Gwang sik's brother, Gwang tae.
It was about the attitudes about love to say briefly.
Gwang sik is an elder brother and he is very
He liked the girl for more than 7 years but he couldn't say that he loved her.
But what maked me so sorry is that secretly the girl liked him, too.
Everytime he tried to tell her that he liked her, it just didn't work out.
There were some misunderstandings with each other.
The girl gave a chocolate to Cwang tae,Gwang sik's brother, telling him to give it to Gwang sik.
But as Gwang tae was drunk, he gave it to the guy who liked the girl.
So as the misunderstanding went on, the girl married to another guy.
And Gwnang sik let her go.
He didn't have the courage to take her out of the wedding and crush it.
He just went there and sang a song. A song about a broken heart.
I couldn't help Gwang sik's love story because their love was not usual in these days.
I would just tell the girl that I loved her if I were Gwang sik.
They could have been happy if they had done dirrerently.
Indirect ways can be good in the privite conversation but sometimes we need to get brave and talk in a direct way.
On the other hand Gwang tae is the guy who changes his girl friend after seeing about 12 times.
He said "I love you" to the girls he met but he knew that he didn't.
He meets a girl in a good shape and he says some pick up lines to her.
She didn't seem to like him at first but they began to have a date.
As anyone can imagine, their love was all about pleasure.
They ended up after seeing 10 times.
And Gwang tae realized what true love is after the break-up.
I think Gwang tae presents the attitude of young people who live these days.
These days people fall in love too easily.
(They SAY they're in love bout I think they don't even know if there are or not.)
And they also break up easily because they're not sure.
We can't just assume that these attitudes are bad or wrong.
But we should avoid things to regret in the future.
By comparing the two brother's attitude towards love I think we can learn something about love.
And I want to take the middle way to love.




link =
http://www.mkpictures.co.kr/kwang/

We live in the world of making choices.
As all the peaple do, I have a lot to wish, hope and regret.
And I'm going to tell one of each.

I wish I could go to Europe this summer and watch the soccer game.
I saw the soccer game yesterday with friends in a bar.
It was so fun watching it with other people.
We screamed when we were going to get or lose the point.
It was the first time for me to see the soccer game on live outside with others.
So as it was so good yesterday,
it would be great if I go to Europe this summer and watch the game there.
But as I didn't plan anything till now, I can't go to Europe.
And maybe it wouldn't be possible for me to buy a ticket to Europe as I heard that they are all booked.

I hope to lose 5 kg in a month.
As many of the medical colledge students may had done the same, I had only studied when I was grade 3 in high school.
No time to exercise or walk more than 1 hours a day.
So I put on weight, especially to the middle part of my body as I always sat on the chair.
I lost my weight in January as I didn't eat and only slept, but I'm getting chubby again.
My legs are not that thick but when I see my arms or the middle part of my body I get stressed.
I just want to get in shape.

As I come to think about things I regret, I can't even count how many things there are as we have to choose one way from many ways.
I regret that I didn't do extracurricular activity in high school.
I went to high school for 2 years and I didn't do anything special.
I didn't study that hard, and I didn't hang out with friends that much.
Frankly I don't know what I did those days.
I learned to play Gayagym, which is a one good thing, but I didn't do any club activity.
So I don't have any special memories of highschool days.
If I had done extracurricular activity, high school days would have been more meaningful and fun.



link :
about my hope
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/12289258/

On May 25th, the medical students of Korea unversity held a party.
It had to be done by ourselves;
From building the structure of tent to serving things and making the foods.
About 20 of the medical students appliedd to prepare for the party as a "Staff".
And I was one of the Staff.
It began at about 9~ 10 am.
I didn't go there in the morning, but I heard that guys built the structure of tent then.
I went to the place the party was going to be held.
To say the truth, I was liittle disappointed.
There were only the structure and two flags that shows the area is for the party held by medical students.
But about 2 ~ 3 hours later, things began to get well.
Friends wrote "Welcome to the party held by Medical students of Korea university" to placard.
The tables were set, too.
While they were doing those things, I went to make water-balloons.
We were preparing the game ; The player can throw water ballons to guys who is behind a board with his head sticking out.
After making water baloons, I had to advertise the game to people who was passing by.
About 5 students took part in the game to make the game more fun.
Some passengers were not interested but some were curious about the game and stood beside.
It was also fun for me to just see the players enjoy the game.
Friends who were behind the board were scared at first but seemed to enjoy the game.
After the game was over, they were wet to the skin!
It cost 1000 won for 3 water balloons and we earned 50000 won total by the game!
It was 6 p.m and the party began at last.
Friends of the students came and began to fill the seats to drink.
It took less than an hour to fill the all the seats.
We got busy as we had the rush of orders.
I served and prepare a dish.
First,it was not easy for me, unskilled cook,to prepare a dish.
But as the time passed by, I got the hang of cooking.
My friend from the middle school came to the party even if I didn't invite anyone.
He was visiting Korea university on occasion and he stopped in.
3 of his friend also came.
I served them and we talked a bit.
It was pleasing to meet an old friend.
And it was also glad to meet practical English teacher.
Gil, practical English teacher came to the party and he had a nice time with students.
Some said that they were surpried to see the teacher at the party and they really liked it.
We rarly have chance to drink with the professor but we drank with Gil that night.
Many students talked with him and laughed.
The party ended at about 4:30 am.
It was a complete success in terms of everythig ; response, atmosphere, revenue.
It was hard preparing for the party but it was worth doing it.



link :
http://busycooks.about.com/library/print02/ndinnerparty.htm

There is an old saying called "Honesty is the best policy."
But can we apply this to any occation?
Sometimes I think this world is all fake.
We smile in front of people and frown faces behind.
Sometimes we seem to share the sadness with others but we don't feel the same way inside or even laugh at others.
Some say the prase "I love you" to whom they don't love or don't even know.
Ohters hide the past or things because they are afraid of getting hurt by other people or hurting other people by telling it.
But then I think, "What if we only say the true things and act as the saying 'Honesty is the best policy.' suggests?"
It wouldn't be possible but if we act like that, we may have many changes.
We would be able to know what others truly think easily.
Sometimes it would help as "the saying" implies.
We wouldn't be hurt by lying or being cheated by others.
We could even win a confidence of others.
But there are times "The lying" is needed.
Actually not being honest with the good purpose helps a lot.
When friend have a good news we should congraturate him and seem to be delighted even if we don't feel the same way to keep the friendship.
On the other hand when friend have a bad news, we should comfort him and seem to be sorry even if we don't feel the same way.
When he/she is in a critical condition, we should not tell the things which could worsen the condition and even make he/she die.
We tell friends that she/he looks good on the clothes he/she bought even if we don't think so.
If we keep the honest - policy, it would hurt the friend.
In conclusion, I think the saying "Honesty is the best policy." only depends on the occasion.



link : http://www.queendom.com/tests/minitests/fx/honesty.html

If I knew I would die tommorow, I would first tell the closest people around me about it.
I would tell it to My parents, sister, and my closest friends.
It might sound childish and naive to do so but there are some reasons why I should tell others.
I want to do things I wanted to but couln't do but I can't do it without others help.
I can't do anything without money in materialized society for example.
If the day were inside the week, I would have to go to school and live a daily life.
And I would do things with my beloved people for the last time.
Few people would believe it, but by saying that I would die tomorrow, I could get some help to make my last good memories of my life from people around me.
I would get up early to make myself feel good and make the day longer.
Then I would go on a travel to Europe with my friends.
I haven't been to Europe before but I always wanted to.
After seeing all the famous historic places and feel the greatness of human, I would go to Vanuatu with my family.
Vanuatu is an island which have changed my life.
I was only in the 3 grade of elementary school when I went there and lived there about a year but it surely gave me suprising moments.
I want to see the beauty of nature again and refresh the memories of Vanuatu.
My family would go to the house we lived and go to the beach we used to go.
There are 3 main beaches we used to go.
This time we would go to Eraco where I first saw rion fish and my family rode sulfski.
We would have dinner by the sea with the beatiful sunset.
We would walk for a while at the beach and go back to Korea because I want to finish my life in my home country.
I don't want to die in pain so I would go to bed as usual.
And I want to finish my life sleeping peacefully.




link : the site where you can get information of Vanuatu.
http://www.vanuatu.net.vu/

If I hadn't passed the enterance exam of Korea university, I would have only one choice.
I would have entered Seoul national university.
After the result of the university enterance exam came out, I was so moved.
I didn't know I would get the permission of 3 universities, which was
Business Management school of Seoul national univerty,
Medical school of Korea university,
Medical shool of Sunchunhyang universty.
In fact, I didn't consider going to Medical school of sunchunhyang university because the school was not in Seoul.
And it was not famous for its facilities or quality.
But the two choices kept me in agony.
It was two wholy different ways.
I wanted to be a C.E.O when I studied for writing and speaking test for Seoul national university.
As I liked studying economics from high school, it was fun to study about Business managements.
But then I thought about other factors.
In Korea, I should try about 5 times more harder than guys to be a C.E.O.
The statistics show that there were only 3 C.E.Os in Korea by 2003.
On the other hand, there are many famous woman doctors in Korea.
Others say that there still remains hidden discrimination against woman doctors but it isn't that serious.
It might sound like I'm a opportunist or something but if we are in the position of choosing, we choose the one which can make you more close to your goals after thinking.
After thinking seriously for about 1 month, I decided to enter the medical school of Korea university.
So if I hadn't passed the enterance exam of Korea university, I would have entered Business Management school of Seoul national univerty.



link :
where you can get informations about business managemet.

http://www.bettermanagement.com/

May 5th is children's day in Korea.
This year, May 5th was Friday.
And we had 3 days of vacation and we don't go to school on Saturdays and sundays.
But as I had to practice cheering for 2 festivals called Akaraka and Ilpsilrenti. I couldn't go on a trip or hang out with my friends far from here.
At Akaraka and Ilsilrenti, the members of Applause cheer in front of the students of Medical colledge.
So we had to practice it before the festival.
And 5.5th was the perfect day for practicing.
We met at 10 A.m and started practicing.
We learned 3 songs before, so we started by those songs.
My body was soon stewing because the weather was hot and humid.
Friends one year ahead of me couched the beginners including me.
Then my leg began to get stiff but I tried my best as my frieds were doing the same way.
It was not easy for me, not used to dancing, to learn 6 songs in a day.
But somehow we learned 6 songs total in 6 hours.
It was not that tiring all the time.
We had time to rest for about 10 minutes from time to time and it was nice being with friends.
We talked in front of a fan and it dried sweat.
For the last we practiced "Batnorae" which is so fun.
We hold our arms together and go up and down.
We don't have to learn the specific motion but we just enjoy it.
We did it with the satisfaction that we finished today's practice and with joy.



Link :
the site where you can listen to the cheer songs of Korea university.

http://www.kuleader.net/main.php

As I am a university student, I go home late at night.
After having dinner at about 7 p.m, we usually go to a bar.
It is usually guys that call people together.
And people usually don't like if girls do that except close friends getting together.
Many people think that girls should stay quite and just follow guys decision.
Guys have it lucky in the way that they can make decisions in public.
Girls just don't want to make decisions or girls are afraid of being criticised by prejudice.
At a bar we drink till the end.
Some girls go home early without drinking but as I like being with people,
I'm the one who always stays till the end.
When I go home late mom scolds me.
My mom is not that conservative so she just says some words.
But my mom doesn't allow me to sleep at friend's home.
She thinks that girls should not sleep outside home.
I think it is right in some ways, but there should be some exceptions like going on a travel or going to JJimjilbang with friends.
And then I envy guys.
Guys have it lucky in the way that they can travel more freely andwa sleep at friends house any time they want.
Of course I hate girls sleeping around.
I think girls should be allowed to sleep outside home as long as it is safe.
This time I'm going to go on a travel with my friends in summer vacation no matter what happens and what my parents think.



link : The idea of girls have it lucky.
The oppsite side is quite interesting.

http://indianfriendfinder.com/blog/384/post_1675.html?highid=1059841_52287

M.T
4/7 We, the freshman of Korea medical school students went on the M.T.
I was excited to go on the M.T because it was the first time.
And I've dreamt of it since I heard of M.T.
M.T was surely the dream of campus life.
After the class was over, we met at 7 pm.
It was getting dark and it was a little bit cold.
But the restless heart of everyone were all excited.
We waited for other students and talked in pleasuere with each other.
We arrived in yuiidong at 9 pm.
There were two rooms, so we separated into 2 groups about 50 persons each.
We sat in a circle and there were lots of liquar and snacks in the middle of the circle.
After setting all the things we began to eat and drink and play games.
We played the game called ( Ah shock ).
If one is pointed he of she must scream with hands up and point other one.
And the people who sat left and the right side of the pointed one should scream with hands up too.
If someone make a mistake, he or she must drink a cup of Soju.
It was quite fun. My friends say that I was drunk and I screamed like a ghost!
Maybe I was feeling so good that I couldn't but scream.
But I and my best friend So-hyun was determined to drink Soju a lot more than we used to drink.
So we drank 7 cups of So-ju in 20 minutes and got drunk.
As my friends and our club members saw I and So hyun was drunken, they carried us to the room.
And then Sohyun fell asleep.
But as I drank some medicine that reduces the effet of liquir, I came alive again.(As My friends said - revival)
As I had some sad things in personal lately, I began to cry.
I didn't know then but I heard that everyone who was outside saw me crying.
Then Tae-gyung, the president of medical colledge came to me and we talked about an hour.
I was in close relationship with him and he made me feel comfort.
Then I was fine again and went back to drink soju more.
I can't remember the whole things of what happened but I can remember some.
I heard that one member of our club (applause - dancing team) fell out and went to hospital.
She may have drunk so much Soju.
It was a tiring but exciting M.T.
I won't forget my friends who carried me to the room and helped by holding me.
And I won't forget Tae-gyung's help.
It was the first and ungorgettable memories of M.T.


The picture of Yuiidong.

link =
http://www.mtnara.com/

the place to make a reservation on the M.T.

When I was a freshman in the middle school, I liked to hang out with my friends.
It was March, so I've been to middle school for less than one month.
In korea, middle school's system is wholely different from that of elementary school.
So I was not familiar with the system or middle school.
I used to forget everything when I started to talk with my friends on the hall.
It was about 10 am, and I had no idea what class was next while talikng with friends on the hall as usual.
When the bell rang I was in no hurry because I thought it would be fine to late a litte while.
I reached the class room and no one was there.
I was stunned.
I tought the teacher and the students would be there as always.
Then I found a Music text book on the desk.
So surprised and had no time to think rationally, I just ran to the Music room.
Of course I had no text book, no pencil case becaues the home class room was rocked.
When I opened the door, I could see unfamiliar faces.
It was not my class!
And when I got out of the Mugic room, everyone laughed.
I was so embrassed that I wanted to hide in the mouse hole.
That day I went though school for 1 hours like a ghost.
And as I was a thin-skinned girl than, I cried like a baby.
I didn't know what to do and felt miserable.

And now When I think of what happened that day I just smile.



the homepage of middle school

http://www.munjong.ms.kr/